Going to Pieces without Falling Apart: A Buddhist Perspective on Wholeness Paperback – June 1, 1999

This is not a good book for either beginner meditation or beginner Buddhism. There are plenty of others that will get you started that are easier to read and understand. However this is a great book if you are already on the path and are looking to go deeper.He explores feelings of emptiness and the illusion of self. Although I had already studied these ideas elsewhere it was great to read about them from a more mental health perspective. I have been able to put into practice some of the teachings and they are proving so far to be life-changing. My relationship with both myself and others has improved and I’m in a happier place.

A well written book and informative, just not what I was looking for. It's very heavy on the psychotherapy; he blends it with Buddhist teachings quite well. So if you're intrigued by this concept of Western and Eastern practices, I recommend the book. If, like me, you're not looking to learn about psychotherapy (I find it ...creepy? A very personal opinion.), you might be more interested in Sharon Salzberg (the only other writer on this subject that I can recommend confidently).

Referencing psychotherapy, Buddhism and meditation in a uniquely blended way, Mark addresses human neuroses that undermine our lives via multiple examples, all leading to one conclusion that one need not be perfect to be happy. The books leaves a strong feeling of kindness and empathy towards our apparent shortcomings.Although on occasion it didn't seem like an easy read due to a slightly scholastic style, I found it immensely valuable for myself as an intermediate practitioner. The book resonated with a lot of my personal experience in self discovery and growth.

Epstein is so facile and disciplined in the art of deconstructing Eastern and Western thought that he is free of the constraints of any cognitive anxiety incumbant to the marriage of these philosophical contexts. Not always so for the reader.To find the pieces of Dr. Epstein's deep convictions without falling apart, it is best to resist the temptation to dwell too deeply on every thought, and avoid the frustration that comes when you first realize that this is not a "how to" book. Nonetheless, it is a fine background piece for integrating traditional Western psychological theory (and Eastern religion) into a Bhuddist (Zen) perspective, while addiing a dash of cognitive behaviorism for good measure.I think the appeal is primarily to professionals, because, absent some background in Western psychological theory, it may well be jabborwocky.Nonetheless, I found it interesting and thought provoking. I am currently looking for a Zen Master to help me unravel the toxic strings that bind me.

Being with the moment is happiness and meditation teaches how to achieve the same, it is told. Nice examples of cases; provides great opportunity to ponder.When you feel time is slipping, you are not with the moment. When you are with the moment, time does not slip and you are in sync with time. Anxiety removes the happiness in the moment. Anxiety can be caused by looking forward to the result.A nice case was told about a woman enjoying her moments waiting for her company, a married man. Perhaps she never took the risk of enjoying those moments when she was looking for bachelors, worrying about whether he will marry her. Strange the way mind works.So to be with time and enjoy the moment, one has to feel the transience of material and emotional relations. Nothing is permanent. Results can be changing and never easily predicted.This requires training from childhood. A child should be given enough room to experiment without supervision (intrusion) of the mother, so that it can manage to understand the transient nature, success or failure, of course without it feeling absence of the protection of the mother…In lighter vein; a Buddhist teacher who loses his dear one, cries his heart out for a quite a few days. The disciples confront him, telling him that he has been teaching them about illusionary nature of world and he is not practicing it. He told “losing a dear one is a Painful illusion”.

Here's the quick summary of this book: there are issues, like existential aloneness and death as the end of consciousness that most of us like to dress up in opposition to their Ultimate Truth. We prefer to believe, for example, that we aren't alone, after all, there are all of those people at work that report to us that naturally think we are messianic. As for death, well, probably it's a Big Picnic and Elvis, JFK, and our favorite comedian will be there (see Echo Bodine's books for details). These are issues, which if confronted honestly, aren't going away with 100 mg of Zoloft or a nice walk in the park. Nor are they classic phobias in which putting a bottle of spiders on your bed stand for a week will freak you out so badly via the somewhat euphemistically entitled technique of "flooding" that soon you will think of spiders as your Little Helpers, catching and eating all those nasty flies that are in your house. Epstein has a different answer: meditate and get right into the issues; they aren't going anywhere and you can't resolve them by doodling in the external world. Stand right in the middle of the fire of the fear of death and the depression upon the conclusion that you are ultimately alone; meditate on the issues and pursue them by looking within...and therein is the only chance of peaceful acceptance, which Epstein asserts is lots better than denial. I would have given the book five stars, but I took one star off for the author's picture on the back of the book. The photographer was apparently fond of the "look at me pull my own finger" look for his subjects.